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Julius
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Name: Julius
Gender: Male
Languages Spoken: English, Mandarin Chinese
Favorite Genre of Music: Anything With A Beat I Can Get Into
Favorite Style of Art: Traditional
Anime/Manga/Cosplay/Music/Language/Poetry/Creative Writing/Drawing/Painting/Mythology
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He's gone...I can't believe this...Another legend gone. There isn't a single person I know that didn't know who David Bowie was...You can rest now, but you'll never be forgotten. It's a sad day...and what makes it worse, those I grew up listening to are slowly fading. The inevitability is painful...

I am going to assume the fetal position and cry for a bit now. I'm binging on his music for awhile, that much is a given.

-Julius

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He's gone...I can't believe this...Another legend gone. There isn't a single person I know that didn't know who David Bowie was...You can rest now, but you'll never be forgotten. It's a sad day...and what makes it worse, those I grew up listening to are slowly fading. The inevitability is painful...

I am going to assume the fetal position and cry for a bit now. I'm binging on his music for awhile, that much is a given.

-Julius
Life has been....nutty, to put it mildly. 
I am hoping that I can get my life put back on track. I am trying my hardest to be productive. Which...has failed several times, if I am being honest. But, I know better than to fully give up. 
I am literally making lists, checking them twice and scratching off accomplishments one by one. I have a decent amount of things I want to work on. That is already a recipe for disaster, but I kinda have to do all these things. For starters I have to look into grad programs again, and not give up despite the loans I am currently and will be paying off after all the schooling is done. I also have to weed and wade my way through in trying to put together an art portfolio for freelance work. Though, as those who follow can see, I hardly put up my drawings, paintings, etc. Mainly because I have a hard time finishing the shit I start. I can't keep falling into that pit fall. I have to get back on top with learning Japanese. I got so discouraged and I dropped it for the most part. (Not to mention, work keeps getting in the way of almost everything. Adult life. It's grand, I swear.)
I have a slew of other things I have to do or want to do, like continue my love affair with my PS3, because I haven't been able to play the damned thing in months upon months. It's depressing. 

Good news is, I might become more active on here again. Apparently, the photographer has ideas again? So that might be a thing. We shall see. 
Hope everyone is having a fine holiday season unlike me.

Best,
Julius
Well, life has happened. I have been everywhere and nowhere at once. Life has been giving me ups and downs, more lows than highs. I am not sure what to do or where I am headed. Honestly, most days I feel dead inside. So cliche, I know. I guess I haven't been feeling super great mentally. I can't seemingly do anything I used to enjoy. I can't get my head out of my ass. I think I find solutions and then I back out so quickly and flake.

The only cool thing that happened recently was that I got to see DIR EN GREY live in Toronto recently. God, they were wonderful in life. Maybe I'll do an entry on that experience soon, while I have that time still fresh in my memory.

Nothing much has happened. I'm working nights and sleep during the day and have a hard time getting out of bed. Any aspirations I have had are out the window; it's disappointing.  I am at a loss on just about everything.

Sometimes, I wish there was someone who could give me a sign, a glimmer, anything to point me in a direction because, I can't do it  myself.

~Julius
I get like this will all conventions I attend. My time and mind is taken up by preparing and then when those things are not part of my day, it feels a bit empty. Otakon was fun; I enjoyed it a helluva lot more than I did last year. My cosplays were sort of successful, though, I wish I had perfected them. Although, I don't think no matter what I did, I'd be happy with the result. That is how I am.
Such is life, right?
I don't know what's going to come next, if I am going to attend any more cons, we shall see. Wish I had taken pictures of what I looked like. That thought just never crossed my mind. Not to mention, no one likes to look at hotel selfies pft.

~Julius
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch
  • Drinking: Water
Christmas Gift #2 by SinCorleone
Christmas Gift #2
A little bit....Or a lot of bit too late to put this up. I kind of forgot I did this until I was in conversation with someone. Then I realized I never stashed a finished product of it on here. Same as the first painting that was put up. Same kind of concept, just with two different people. This painting...while it was for a friend of mine....I did this at a really tough time during the holiday season. The day after Christmas I had to put my cat down. She was probably my world in some ways.
As I worked on this painting, she sat on my lap the whole time no matter the time of day I worked on it.

If I am being honest...I remember being so self-loathing at the time....
I also remember how I cried as I worked...

I couldn't help her...

So while this panting is for a joyous occasion, it carries some very sad memories for me. 

Done in: Acrylics
Size: 24X36
Total Hours: Approximately 150+ Hours

[Signature and Holiday Wishes are on the back]
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:iconbyzho:
byzho Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Professional Artist
Happy Birthday! Have your cake and eat it too
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MrOrbital Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Professional General Artist
Happy Birthday!! :party::dance::party:
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Child-Like-Minded Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Professional General Artist
Happy Birthday Julius! Hope you have a most wonderful day my friend! =D :hug:
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Veistim Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you :aww:
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SinCorleone Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sure thing. 
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